Im stil like dreaming

Since from the last year

Erm...i tink is since from im realized tat i already pregnent

Im really feel tat I was dreaming

Til now

tis feel never gone

even Im already become a mami

but

sometimes I will feel tat Im inside the dreams

tis is not true

everyday n everyday

1 year was gone

Now

Im single

but i hv a son

he was 5 month already

Is it Im stil dreaming?

no no no

tat is truth

uhhhh...

may be until now

Im stil cant really accept the fact at all

cz you are gone

and will never come back 2 me

may be untill now

Im stil hv bit cant adaptation 

Im be a mami already

May be May be May be

A long long stories in between tis year

about me

about you

about family

about frens

about ...

many many things was happen 

1 year like already bcum many years 

woa~~

so fast 

it was gone

I wont 4gt of tis year

bcz 

tis is the year tat Im 

sad deep deep

hurt deep deep

and

it was let me suddenly growth

Just like I was dreaming

but 

all the happening

is truth